I have a hard time believing it has been so long since I entered anything here. I know I have "fallow" periods, but 9 mos. -- that's enough time to bring SOMEthing to birth!!!
Lately I've been realizing how little energy I've put forth in past months to create something. Seems I've had the ability to stop external activity and do the internal kind. I wonder why that is. It seems all energy is not equal.
Why is it easier to do something external than something internal? Is it because it's easier to do something we see than something we don't? (Reminds me of John when he says something like: If you don't love the neighbor you see, how can you love the God you don't see?) I'm going to have to think about this a bit.
Well, at least I've come back from the void of not writing anything. Lets see if this marks another beginning where I come and do some "thinking out loud" a little more often.
a Ky monk
